MY FIRST REJECTION AT THE ATM QUEUE.

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I really need to learn how to handle rejection. I feel really sad right now. So let me tell you what happened to me today, something like this has never happened to me so it's like my first time, i guess thats why i am still feeling rejected and sad over it.

So today being Monday i went to school. After classes i decided to go and use the ATM, on getting there the queue was crazy because everybody has resumed and i was sweating like crazy because the sun was not smiling at all. So here i was under d hot sun looking for a way to join the queue (That's how bad the queue was, u have to wait to join the queue), I was there for like 10 minutes then finally i decided that i cannot suffer anymore, i then decided to go forward and ask this random guy on the queue to help me withdraw since it was almost his turn to use the ATM. So i walked up to him and was like "Brother, please can you help me withdraw" with a very sexy and nice voice and with a the most polite and nicest smile i could give. This boy not looking at me or anything just said NO with his ugly mouth. Jesus Christ, i was shocked, i didn't even know what to do, whether to ask again or to insult him or to walk away. I just stood there trying to take this rejection and also trying my very best not to cry because i felt it coming. After like 1 minute of confusion, i just quietly walked to the back of the queue and stood there still confused.
As i am typing this i am still very pained. I am not proud of this but i cried a little when i got home. Nobody has ever told me No on the ATM queue, this was all new and strange. I can't just stop thinking about it, and the worst part of it all was that i smiled at this boy, i actually gave him my nicest smile and he still said no. I hardly smile and when i finally decide to, this is what i get. Why are people wicked, i dont know how i can recover from this. I cant even remember the guys face so that means no revenge for me, and ooh how i love revenge. I think i just need to sleep because i don't know what to do again. That guy just ruined my day.

I finally ended up withdrawing by myself after waiting on the queue for over half an hour, so at least.